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Just weeks ago I shared some doubts about settling into the chastity lifestyle, but in that short time, I’m sure of it: it fits! Things are going beautifully. I’ve conquered so much uncertainty and am finding my place in this role; it feels right. He likes the changes too, and my confidence is rising every day. He’s a good boy who wants to please!
We’re discovering new sides to ourselves that we didn’t know existed, and growing to love them deeply. I’m rather enjoying the humiliation side of things. At first I was terrified, but now I feel much more at ease. I love seeing him blush when I come up with little surprises… Last night the theme was purple: he wore a short dress in that color along with his strap-on and collar. I painted his nails purple too and had him clean the house while I relaxed. His face was PRICELESS, turning quite red as I complimented his outfit..hehe
I’ve gotten past my fear of punishment and am becoming more creative; my backbone is getting stronger! These things need to be done, and afterward, I cuddle him and talk it over, feeling no guilt because these actions show him the way. I’m also enjoying learning how to use all my new tools; seeing his red bottom has become quite a turn-on for me.
I gave him an assignment: learn to make me squirt. He passed with flying colors! I am pleased as hell—he’s such a good student, and this new release is wonderful. OH MY, how did I live so happily without knowing about such glorious cumming?
Overall I’ve found my groove, and he seems happy in his role too. There are still moments of doubt, but we talk often, and when he sees me fearful, he reassures me—it’s sexy as hell and makes me want to do more… Thank you all for your kind words when I was new and afraid. We continued onward, and I’m SO thankful; I’m excited to see where this leads us next. <3 A happy keyholding woman with a sweet slave!