Introductions discussion

I’m uncertain whether this is a mid-life phase or something else entirely. If you read the novella in my profile, it will give more insight into where I am coming from. This subject matter definitely strikes a deep chord for me, even though I spent much of my adult life as the dominant force in domestic discipline relationships with old-fashioned, submissive “good girls”; some of these women had strong feelings about limiting their own sexual response and release, despite having frequent relations. So I realize it involves a role reversal for me, but what matters is that there are such powerful indications, emotional impact, and even repressed memories involved in a way. On the surface, hearing about similar things casually, I viewed it as a “to each their own” sexual orientation with which I had no connection or interest. Then I realized I did have a serious interest; I was just on the top side of someone’s need for chastity—not necessarily regarding abstinence from sex, but certainly in terms of trying to suppress, constrain, dull, or otherwise deny their carnality while satisfying their beloved’s needs. As Mr. Spock might say, fascinating.