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What have I wished for… since we began on 06 Feb 2010 with me being locked up by my wife, she has become quite serious about it now… the initial weeks were to adjust and find the right fitting, but it appears that my days of masturbating are definitely over. Last time she made me wait 7 days, and man that was tough!! But now it is 9 days since my last release/orgasm I am against the roof! The worst part probably is: today is Monday which could well mean I have to wait another whole week until the weekend…

She said she had never realized how often men masturbate, and although I wasn’t too naughty with 3-4 times a week, she firmly believes those days should be over now. Oooops what have I got myself into… To add to that she has read some articles (which I gave her to get to know a bit about this chastity thing) and now she has started giving me chores around the house for if I ever want to be released again, she says! Last weekend she told everything about what I believed was our little secret, to her best friend!!! Oh boy I am not sure how to feel about that. On one hand I can’t really care as much because I know her well and trust this is safe with her, but you never know, as girls talk about EVERYTHING with each other and maybe soon they ALL know!!! Meanwhile I have ordered myself a steel custom made device, to prevent (I hope) from pulling out completely, but perhaps I am going to regret this… All I wanna do is to adore my wife and give her the best oral sex and many many of the best orgasms. But with having young children I don’t always get a chance for that either.. Now I know why they say ‘Be careful what you wish for…’