Introductions discussion

Hi there! I’m new here and just wanted to introduce myself.

I work for myself in the West Midlands. Currently, my device is off and no one holds the key. While it’s been a bit since I last locked up, I have plenty of experience with chastity. It actually evolved quite naturally from a past relationship where she had strong female-dominant tendencies. My ex began by having me paint her toenails and wear panties to stop other women from getting too close—after all, I was considered ‘her property.’ She didn’t really need the protection since no one dared approach, but my word wasn’t always enough for her.

This dynamic grew stronger over time, especially after she found some porn on my computer. Looking at other women became a problem, so she started tying panties around me as a reminder that I needed to stay in place until she checked again. When we parted ways, these habits stayed with me. Around 2004, the rise of kink online helped me discover chastity devices; they were both terrifying and intriguing.

After reading up on it and daydreaming about it for a while, I finally bought a CB2000 model. It was incredibly uncomfortable and awkward at first, but I persisted. Soon after, I met my first real keyholder, which marked the start of my training. Eventually, I got used to wearing heels (about 5 inches high) with a CB3000 while dressed as a French maid performing chores. Although becoming a sissy wasn’t originally what I wanted, she adored it, and since my goal was to please her, I obeyed happily.

After taking some time away from the scene, I recently got a pink Holy Trainer device, and I’m pleasantly surprised by how much more comfortable and user-friendly it is. One day, I’d like to get a custom stainless steel unit because I hope to explore long-term wear under a keyholder soon.

Chastity has really shaped my personality for the better. Since I have a high sex drive, denial amplifies its effects significantly. However, I believe chastity play deserves serious respect; submitting in this way is no small matter for me personally.

I do hope to find a suitable keyholder eventually, but there’s no rush on my part. The last thing I want is to waste her time. I feel like it needs to be done properly and must involve giving everything I have.

I’m always up for chatting with anyone here and exchanging ideas. I love diving deep into this subject matter, and I really enjoy the vibe of this forum—I’m excited to get involved. Thanks a lot.