Introductions discussion

Hey all! I’ve been around for a while and have dropped in on threads occasionally, but tonight it hit me that I never actually introduced myself properly! I’m a guy at 34 who has loved dressing up since I was really young, though I kept that side of myself hidden from most people for years. Over time, I started opening up to some women and my ex-wife got quite involved with this part of me; she indulged nearly all my fantasies, which helped me figure out what I truly enjoyed versus just liked. (To be fair, my ex was basically after the money—she assumed my family fortune was huge, but when my dad passed away, it turned out there wasn’t much left. She realized this and quickly looked for a way out, found someone else, and moved on. Oh well, life goes on.) She did get concerned that I might transition completely and leave her for another man, which seems ridiculous because even though I enjoy being a bit sluttish when dressed and locked up, I don’t see myself ever settling down seriously with a guy. What I really want is a lovely woman who will keep me in chastity, have me as the other man (in a way that’s both teasing and affectionate), feminize my appearance, turn me into a sissy slut, all while still loving and staying by my side. I’ve experimented with chastity for several years now and absolutely adore those moments of being a sissy—dressing up, wearing the cage, and having fun. Recently, I’ve been connecting closely with a friend who might become my Key Holder or even my mistress regarding my feminine side. However, I’m not holding my breath; we live on opposite sides of the country and both carry plenty of ongoing issues, hers perhaps being more complicated than mine.:( I currently live in rural North Carolina due to family ties, which is really the only reason I’m stuck here. It’s not exactly where I expect to meet someone special, but I suppose it’s time to start getting a feel for things and see what happens. Anyway, I’ve grown to love this community; it has forced me to take cold showers, edge for ages, lock myself away, and enjoy some naughty play. Everyone here is so friendly, and I hope I can be a positive addition!