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I’ve been in chastity almost around the clock for just over a fortnight, and I’m already seeing shifts in how I act. Other guys have mentioned that they grow more obedient, attentive, and submissive to their partners once locked… Well, I was already somewhat submissive (I suspect many men who try chastity are too… though it’s only my feeling on the matter), so I hadn’t expected this for me given my usual disposition, but it has happened anyway. The catch is that I don’t have a partner right now, which leaves me feeling a bit lost and sluggish; my submissive side seems to be magnified tenfold, leaving me idle as though truly bound and gagged. It feels like being deeply in love with someone who isn’t quite there, like getting pounded by an invisible presence… something just isn’t complete yet. Perhaps it’s the structure of discipline or maybe the sting of punishment that I need. This seems to be a bridge phase for me—part of my mind resists while another part embraces it… such is life when you’re locked up.