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I’m drafting this to sort through my thoughts. I found someone who seems perfect in every respect and shared my kink with her right away, ensuring no shocks later on. It wasn’t instant, but she eventually asked to see the device and locked me for several days. The routine settled into a pattern: short periods of locking here and there. She mentioned enjoying how I purr like a feline and act so dependent while confined. We looked at some porn together. I showed her a video about prostate milking. “I want to try that,” she said, keeping me locked for a week until the Aneros probe arrived. My first milking felt even better than losing my virginity. I moaned and howled, silently pleading for her to touch, stroke, anything on my cock. She put the lock back in place immediately, leaving me glowing for days afterward. It was truly the most erotic experience of my life. That’s when I signed up here. A week off, a week on… The other night she locked me again. “I like it better when you’re needy… and clingy,” she noted.