Journals and blogs discussion

Hello! I’m jester, and you’re reading my diary: Life In Ruins… Don’t worry about the word ‘ruin’, it’s actually a positive thing (at least in my eyes). You may have picked up on the reference, though maybe not. Suffice to say that besides chastity, another hobby of mine is experiencing ‘ruined orgasms’. A ruined orgasm? Yes, indeed. For those who don’t know, this occurs when stimulation ceases right at the final moment. Instead of fireworks, pleasure, or pure joy—the adjectives are yours to choose—it turns into a slightly enjoyable but somewhat disappointing climax, with oozing rather than squirting. They’re lovely…in their own unique way, yet they aren’t nearly as delightful as standard ones. That explains the happy connotation behind ‘ruin’ in both my username and diary title. Rest assured, I do have plenty of regular, great orgasms too. But since most are ruined, it’s relevant information. So who is jester? Well, I’m your typical white guy in his mid-30s. I have several kink interests, two of which you’ve already guessed. One is the one I mentioned above; the other is chastity. I’ll mention the others another time if I remember. I’ve been involved with chastity for over five years now, going on and off device periods. Recently, I took a break from it but am getting back ‘into’ it again. When I made that choice, I decided to treat myself and ordered the cb-6000. My previous penile prisons include a pink cb-2000, as well as both clear and black versions of the cb-3000. No ‘Curve’ for me; that model is far too large for my small frame. Not long after deciding on this, I found this community, which explains why I’m here. This place is wonderful! I look forward to exploring more thoroughly and updating my diary. That’s pretty much all I can think of right now. Please excuse the state of my profile, avatar, etc. I’ll fill in details as time allows. A more personal avatar is coming soon; I just need my cb to arrive first. In the meantime, I’m enjoying erections while they last (especially morning wood), along with the final few times I get to pee standing up. All that remains now is having ‘the last orgasm for a while’ and finding a package on my doorstep. Then the real party begins.