Introductions discussion

I’ve been watching from the sidelines for a bit, so it’s time to introduce myself! I have always had an interest in the bondage aspect of sex and somehow ended up getting into chastity—who would have guessed? I like to keep things enjoyable. After purchasing a CB6000, I was instantly hooked; I’ve never felt more whole. I shared this with my wife (now goddessjen), who really liked the prospect of taking control. While I often encouraged her towards that role, I think the chastity device pushed her over the edge. Previously, I was a man who indulged in his “private time” just a bit too much. She didn’t mind it much, but I felt like something was missing. After about two weeks of our new dynamic—I FINALLY FOUND IT!!! Through some teasing and denial sessions, I realized that ALL I wanted to do was please my new GODDESS. The energy I used to waste on orgasms (which, by the way, never quite satisfied me) could now be directed towards making her happy, which in turn makes her want to play even more. This erotic focus made me unstoppable both at work and home; nothing could spoil my mood. Then we hit a small hurdle. She (being such a kind goddess) gave me the gift of a great orgasm. The next day, however, I lost all my pep and everything seemed to irritate me. To make matters worse—I made the mistake of telling her about it—BIG SLAP IN THE FACE-FOR HER. While I really appreciated the gift, I was surprised by how much my attitude shifted. As I await further punishment, I can see a long, wonderful road ahead. Please forgive me.—pet:anim_39: