Introductions discussion

Hello everyone! I am an Italian married man who found his way into chastity a couple of years back. Since my partner isn’t entirely keen on it, I handle the locking and unlocking on my own. I have been lurking for a while and tried to reach out to some Keyholders in this community without much success, likely because I am still figuring out what exactly I want… so please accept my apologies. It feels like time for a fresh start as I rethink my stance and perspective on the subject. Has anyone else found themselves where I am now? Knowing you are attracted but unsure how to take the next step? I hope things go well from here and that I can become more involved in this community. Apologies for my poor English, and I wish you all a wonderful 2015.