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- Jan 1970
I have been drawn to some form of kink for as long as I can remember being sexually active. However, I found my dream woman, married her, and discovered she is about as vanilla as it gets. This created a major roadblock for any sexual interests I had. It took years to get her open to anything other than missionary position. Over 10 years ago, the concept of chastity caught my eye. I spotted a CB2000 on eBay and bought it without saying a word. After testing it, I quickly fell in love with the idea of chastity. But that passion faded fast when the device broke before I could even show her… So I found the curve pattern online at the Miller site and took a leap to explain the concept to her. She was receptive, so I ordered the device right away. When it arrived, she seemed happy with the idea. I started working out the kinks of using the device and we set up a livejournal where she could post updates and I could discuss how things were going. Well, hit another wall; she accidentally posted to her regular vanilla journal instead, which shut her down again. As I tried to smooth over the issue, I realized the curve was just too large. So I put the idea on hold for a while. Then the CB3000 came out and I ordered it, trying to get used to this new device. I suggested she could ‘just keep the keys’ for XXX time, after which we could unlock me. However, I found I could easily slip out of the 2000 model every night during my nocturnal erections by pulling out and sleeping with it dangling off my balls; a quick release in the morning would let me wear it normally throughout the day. Of course, that didn’t work either. I tried both the CB6000 and Birdlocked models but could slip out of them too, and they gave me skin rubbing issues. I saved up money and splurged on a Neosteel belt. My measurement was slightly off but not bad; still, I managed to pull out… Sold that belt to a friend who found it worked great for him.. BASTARD!! LOL> Decided: PA,,, PA is what I need for security. Got a PA, tried again with the birdlocked (which I still had), but skin issues remained. My wife hasn’t really engaged much with my chastity yet since I can only manage 2 to 4 days at most before needing relief. Finally swung for one last time at a PA5000. Things looked good. Talked it over with the wife again; she gave me that look but agreed jokingly that I would need the keys back in 3-5 days. Of course, I ended up needing them sooner because the PA5000 split open. So I gave up… I read, searched online, and hoped one day to find a device that worked for me and was completely secure. Then I saw the Locking 03 model. It seemed too good to be true. Months passed as I looked for issues or problems, yet found no major complaints. So, once again, I took a chance… This time before it arrived, I sat my wife down and discussed the possibility of trying again after all these years. Since she had lost interest due to lack of success, I thought that was that. But I was surprised when she said she didn’t mind giving it another go. With all our discussion about what I wanted her to do or hope for, she simply said “IF it works, we will see from there”. I couldn’t ask for more. It arrived and I was shocked by its beauty. Naturally, it went on perfectly, and out the door I walked. Excited with this new device, I quickly found an issue: boxers didn’t work well with the PA shackle. It would slide back and forth in the cage, causing my penis tip to poke through now and then and “PINCH” the skin… OUCH!@@!@! After discovering tight briefs worked really well, by day two or three I decided to go for it fully. I gave up the keys, and my wife simply said “you can test that till the kids go back to school”. I thought about it; hmm 30 days… didn’t feel like such a long time as a trial but “who am I to argue”. So that was the start only 17 days ago. Now I can happily say things have gone wonderfully with this device, and my wife has noticed there haven’t been any problems requiring me to ask for the keys back. Just earlier today she asked, “you still got your thing on”? I smiled and said “yeah, not like it is coming off without the keys”.. She smiled and replied “good to know and good to know it fits so well; no rush to find those keys”… My heart stopped, it hit me solid: I finally have reached where I have been fighting for so long. Now the journey really begins… On the 30th, I will see where this leads us…