One of Those Days, It Seems

Having one of those days that I’m sure others have experienced too. My KH has been making me wait regularly for three-month periods with plenty of unlocking and teasing, yet no release in between. It has been fantastic for both of us. The past couple of months on orgasm day, she ruined my orgasms quite well, I must say. She has become very skilled at it, leaving me only able to squeeze out two or three drops at best. I am not complaining one bit because afterwards, I get hornier than all giddy-up for a few days—way more intense than a full-blown orgasm.

However, after the last ruined orgasm, she never set an orgasm day for my next release. It has been a couple of months with no mention of it. Nor do I dare to ask. During this time, she hasn’t unlocked me for teasing sessions and barely acknowledges that I am locked up. Maybe it’s a different form of teasing without my knowing about it. Everything in the household is the same; we still exchange plenty of hugs and kisses and go out on date nights etc. I am going to be patient to see where this is going.

However, today for some reason, I am hornier than I think I have ever been. It won’t go away. I settle down for a little bit and then I am as hard as I can get again with my balls aching. Hell, I’d fuck anything right now if I could. While driving my car, I am getting extremely aroused. It’s been like that all day at the office so far too. Just the sight of another woman is getting me going. I have even been surfing porn sites which I haven’t done in a while and that’s been making things worse. I can’t stop looking at it. Every time I do, I just keep going back. I have had a bulge in my pants all day. I probably wouldn’t mind it so much if I was home, but I am in contact with people in and out of the office on a regular basis. I just want to rip this cage off and jerk myself silly. I am almost afraid to go home to her because I think I will be a little out of control with my KH and under her terms, I am never to initiate any sexual advances whatsoever. I’d settle for a little physical teasing from her at this point.

Thanks for the venting. At least it’s some kind of release. I’m sure (I hope) by tomorrow, I’ll be back to just the plain old horniness that comes from chastity.